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The First Half of My Life
Episode 18
Let's check out this store.
This store has some nice items.
Welcome.
Feel free to look around.
The shoes in this store are quite nice but just on the pricey side.
Our shoes are all imported from Italy.
If you like it, just buy it. Pick a pair to try on.
I'll try this pair then.
Your husband treats you so well.
Ma'am, what size do you wear? I'll get it for you.
- 37.- Size 37, yes?
- This is a 36.5.- Okay.
Size 37 will be in the back. I'll have a coworker get it.
Please wait a moment.
Ma'am.
This is in size 37. Why don't you try this on first?
It's also one of our main products this year.
You'll be waiting anyway.
All right, I'll try it on.
Zijun, help me to get style 51390 in size 37. Thank you!
Okay! Right away!
- How does it feel?- Let's just forget it.
I'll shop in another store.
No, don't, Ma'am. It'll be brought here in two minutes.
Why don't you try this pair too?
This pair is particularly comfortable.
What do you think?
I think this pair is great. No need to get the other pair.
I think I really like this pair.
Okay.
Zijun, no need to get it anymore! The customer doesn't want it anymore! Thanks!
All right.
Do you like it?
This one looks good.
Get this pair then.
Didn't you want to watch a movie? We're in a hurry.
I don't think I'll be buying. I think...
I'm sorry, thank you. I'm going to continue browsing.
I think it looks really good, Ma'am.
I got the shoe already. Do you want to try it on?
It's for this lady over here.
Ma'am, my coworker already brought the shoe out.
Why don't you just try it on?
You have to try on the shoe before knowing if it's right for you.
No, thank you. We have something to do.
Didn't you just say you really like this shoe?
Since it's already here, just try it on.
Sir, Ma'am, no need to worry.
There's only one pair in each size. You're guaranteed not to clash with anyone else.
Here, let me put it on for you.
No need, no need. We'll have that pair.
That's wonderful.
Would you like to look around and see if there are any other styles you like?
You can open a VIP card.
You'd be contributing to our sales and making your wife happy.
Uh, wrap this one up too.
Don't you like that one too?
We'll have both of them.
That's great. Please follow me to check out.
I'll wrap up the shoes.
10,500 yuan.
- The PIN is still the same?- The same.
Where is Ping'er?
He's playing at his grandparent's house.
I'll be going home after I drop them off at the movie theater.
Look after him.
Sign here.
Here, Ma'am, your two pairs of shoes.
- Thank you.- Thank you.
- Your card.- Thank you.
The receipt.
- Let's go.- Okay.
Let me get that.
- Thank you.- Have a good day.
Have a good day.
Please come again.
What did you say to that man just now?
Did you ask for his number?
What kind of witchcraft did you use?
You got him to buy two pairs of shoes.
Teach me some tricks.
He is my ex-husband.
Then... weren't you just now
having a feeling of having your teeth knocked out and swallowing it? (Silent humiliation)
Are you okay?
I'm doing great.
I have the top sales this month again.
What kind of beliefs were you holding on to
for you to face them with such a lovely smile?
With the belief that I'll have the top sales.
If I face them with a grouchy face, I wouldn't gain anything.
If I face them with a smile, I'd be able to sell two more pairs of shoes. Which one do you think is more profitable?
Luo Zijun, you're so amazing.
Did you know she is selling shoes here?
I didn't know.
Buying two pairs of such expensive shoes.
I feel a bit of regret.
We already bought them. Let's go eat.
Then you'll go watch a movie with your kid,
and I'll go home and spend time with Ping'er and my parents.
Boss, I'll have a bowl of small wonton.
Okay.
- Auntie, a bowl of small wonton.- Okay.
Please wait a moment.
Hello, this is Zijun.
I'd like to ask what time I can pick up Ping'er.
Hello, Zijun.
We all really miss you.
Even now
we still think of you as our daughter-in-law.
Ping'er is having a fun time here.
He said he wants to stay here today
and go home on Sunday.
What do you think?
Ping'er, talk to Mom.
Yes, Mom.
I want to wait until Sunday to go home. Please!
See? Ping'er is having so much fun here.
Zijun, how about this?
From now on, during the weekends
leave Ping'er here with us.
You can also get some rest and relax a bit.
What do you think?
Okay!
Then I'll pick up Ping'er tomorrow.
He has to come home tomorrow.
He has a lot of homework to do.
Bye.
Your wonton.
Thank you.
This...
Let me take a look for you.
This equals seven.
Did you think about this?
22. Add the first two and then subtract the rest.
Calculate it again.
Erase it and do it again.
Ping'er isn't home and I had a rare night free.
Yet, I felt uneasy and out of sorts.
It turns out being busy is a good thing.
When I'm busy, I won't have time to reminisce about the past
or worry about the future.
On the other hand, when I slow down
the feelings that haven't been processed yet
all surface.
Who is it?
What brings you by?
It's rare for your son to be away. I'm going to bring back girls' night.
Girls' night? You should just have came dressed in pajamas.
Why are you dressed like this?
My friend's jewelry club is throwing a party tonight.
Let's go together.
Jewelry? What does that have to do with me?
It's not like a big supermarket sale.
Nobody's telling you to buy anything.
It's a rare chance at singles' night.
There's nothing wrong about changing things up.
Get dressed up, put on something nice
and maybe you'll find the one you're fated to spend the rest of your life with.
That's so unreliable. I'd rather stay at home.
No.
Hurry up. Quickly prove to me that you haven't given up on yourself yet
and can still fit into a wrap dress.
- Hurry up.- I don't even know where those clothes are anymore.
Find it quickly.
In the future, I'll never get a chance to dress up and go out like this.
Lies! As long as you're willing to,
you can wear stuff like this even when you're 80.
80 years old? I'll be an old hag by then.
You're almost past that slump in life, Miss.
You're going to meet new people and start a new life.
- Let's go.-The old hag's about to leave the house!
What's wrong?
I think I actually won't go.
We're already here, why don't you want to go?
Coming now to this kind of place
and getting all romantic... I can't get used to it.
Don't be fooled by how lavish my clothes look!
My brain's still full of housekeeping chores,
and my work schedule for next week,
and what time I'll need to pick my kid up from school.
Why don't you go in by yourself? I think I'll leave first.
Sorry for disappointing you. Have fun, okay?
Okay. Then let's go.
No, I mean that I'm leaving. You go enjoy yourself.
And I mean that I'm coming with you.
You're not going?
You think I really enjoy
talking romance to them?
I just wanted to plan something for you
to help you readjust in the face of all that stress.
If you don't want to go, of course I won't go.
- Are you really not going?- Nope.
We'll go eat across the street,
and then head home for some beauty sleep.
Gain some energy to fight on tomorrow.
Okay, then.
Do you still remember Li Rui?
Li Rui? Which Li Rui?
My college classmate.
Is he the one who attended Qinghua University (Beijing)
and later went abroad?
If at that time you weren't in Shanghai and he in Beijing,
you guys might have dated and gotten married!
You haven't been in contact at all? Did he come back to find you?
We're meeting next weekend.
Did he get married?
Does he have a girlfriend?
Wants to revive your old love?
It's been so long without contact.
Only after meeting again can you know if old love is still there.
What about He Han?
I guess he's giving me this opportunity.
Letting me draw a clear line between us,
isn't it?
What about you?
Do you plan to stay single and sell shoes like this until you're old?
How can I find someone while I'm like this? What if I find another Chen Junsheng?
What are you afraid of?
In the worst case you'll be like you are now.
At the most difficult times, trying frantically to escape, hasn't that already gone over?
Is is that easy?
Have you ever thought about
in the next ten years what kind of person you want to find?
What kind of life you want to live?
You've definitely thought about it, haven't you?
I haven't. I really haven't.
What are you hmphing about?
You've thought of it?
I think about it every day,
and it's useless!
I don't know what character or abilities I have
that bestowed me such a great friend.
Who shares happiness with me,
carries my troubles for me.
If in this world there are others who I can't be unworthy of, who I can't disappoint,
then Tang Jing
is certainly the most important one of all.
But God's favorite game is precisely to test you.
What you think are your most steadfast convictions?
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Hello?
Hi, mom, come help me bring up stuff,
I have too much.
Fell and got hurt?
- It hurts.- Does it hurt?- My heart aches for you!
- Mom!- Honestly.- How could this have happened?
- Jun Jun.- What's wrong?- What's wrong?
- Jun Jun, you're back.- How did you get hurt?
- Look at your mom.- Where did you fall?
Did you go the hospital?
No, it's nothing, it's nothing, I just wasn't careful.
What do you mean it's nothing?
Your mom was bullied by that slut, don't you know?
Exactly. It's nice people who get bullied.
That evil woman saw that your mom's honest and sincere
and just bullied her! She even hit her!
She was bold enough to eat a leopard!
What low person?
Mom, you can still get bullied by people?
What exactly happened?
I originally didn't want to discuss this.
It's not some honorable matter.
But that being said
it's not like Lao Cui is married to her.
- Exactly!- Right!
Now Lao Cui actually likes talking with me more.
This isn't anyone's fault.
Feelings and relationships, they're hard to say clearly, and roads aren't known, so nobody can control them, right?
- Exactly!- Exactly!
That slut was just looking at Lao Cui for his house
and his retirement salary!
You and her are not the same at all!
You're what they call perfectly matched soulmates!
- Exactly, exactly!- Right right right!
Then what does this have to do with your injured leg?
Speak no more of it, that time I really fell and hurt myself.
Wha- what do you call fell down and hurt yourself?
Zijun, it's like this.
Your mom was dancing with that Lao Cui.
Just after they had finished dancing she wanted to sit down and rest a little
and what happened? That evil woman!
Just barged over and pushed your mom down.
You see, that's exactly how she fell down.
This fall!
She won't be able to go out for at least two months!
At least
Lao Cui was behind her to support her
otherwise who knows how badly she would have been hurt!
- Right!- Okay, okay, enough of this talk,
okay? Thank you two for coming to see me.
It's late, I don't want to keep you here.
Hurry home and make dinner for your families,
go take care of your grandchildren,
go play Mahjong, okay?
Jun Jun, see them out for me.
- Thank you.- Then, you need to be careful!
Don't worry. About the stuff with Lao Cui
- we'll be your cheerleaders!- Thank you.
Look at your mom, it takes a hundred days to heal.
- Make sure to buy more milk--- Yes, yes.
- Yes.- And more apples. And help her get extra calcium supplements.
Yes, I know, thank you Auntie.
- Thank you Auntie, thank you Auntie.- Take care.
- Good, okay, goodbye!- Be careful on your way out!
Okay!
Why did you buy so much stuff?
You don't earn that much in a month.
Aren't you -- injured?
Bedridden for two months? Unable to take care of yourself?
Can't you see I really am limping around?
Don't you think it's tough on your mom to stay healthy?
I'm always paying attention to nutrition, drinking things like milk.
I- I mean if I weren't so strong-willed I would have pushed her right over.
I'm really will be bedridden for two months, unable to get myself up.
What are you staring at me for?
Mom. I really want to know.
How did you get everyone to believe your injury is extremely serious, and you'll be bedridden for two months?
And have everyone comment that you're just a nice, honest and genuine person who was bullied by others?
People have many dispositions, okay?
So the truth is, Lao Cui and his girlfriend broke up,
and she was unhappy, so she came to argue with you,
so, you just faked a fall to get sympathy, right?
What fake fall?
No, really, I did sprain my ankle.
I really did sprain it, look at it.
Dancing shoes, you know?
They're so high, and on top of that
she came over and grabbed me
and said "let's go outside to talk."
I, I was really scared
I - so I just carelessly twisted around
And then you just conveniently sat on the ground unable to get up,
cried loudly and attracted everyone's sympathy,
and Lao Cui thought you were so pitiful
from that moment he decided he was determined to be with you.
Right?
If you insist on putting it that way you can.
Mom, don't you think acting like this
is really artificial? And really tactless?
In love how can you say anything about character?
If you're on public transport, and there's an empty seat.
You let me sit, you let me sit. That's good character.
Me, your old mother, is chasing her life happiness!
I can't just accept defeat.
That's the character I have. But you and Ziqun!
you two are completely passive, you just drift with the current.
I don't have a problem, you two have problems. You two need to learn from your mother.
We all have problems. Only you don't have any.
Alright, alright.
You, just take care of yourself and your property.
Don't run into any troubles. That's enough.
Okay. I'll leave now.
- I'm leaving now then. - No, wait!
Ziqun is coming later. You two should have lunch together.
Mom, take this 1000元 ($150).
I've gained some insights on selling shoes.
My commission's a lot bigger. I'll give Ziqun some next month.
This child, what are you giving me money for?
Is something wrong with your brain? Or do you earn too much money?
Didn't you just get Ziqun to bring me money?
When did I get Ziqun to bring you money?
This child!
Thursday -- Wednesday!
Ziqun said she went to your place
- and took some money to give me.- Mom! Mom.
Sis, you're here too. Are you here to eat? Why don't we go out to eat?
Ziqun, let me ask you.
We haven't see each other for over a week.
- Why did you tell mom that you came to my store on Wednesday?- Huh?
And, when did I tell you to give money to mom?
Where did that money come from?
What's happened between you two?
That day I bumped into sis-
bumped into Chen Junsheng.
I- I didn't say hi to him.
He was the one who came over to say hi to me.
Then, he just insisted on giving me money.
He pressed me, I said no, he pressed again, I said no
we just went back and forth in the middle of the street, and it didn't look very good
so I just took it
and came back here to give some to mom. And I kept a little too.
You ran into Chen Junsheng.
Where did you run into him?
Downstairs from his company.
What were you doing in front of his company?
Do you call that bumping into?
If you need money ask me.
Why would you go there and ask him?
He and I have already divorced. We have no relation, and you have even less connection with him!
When you go to ask him for money, he'll think that I made you go.
He'll think that our Luo family is completely shameless!
It's not like that.
I didn't ask him for money, he was the one who insisted.
He insisted you take it.
Other than asking for money why else would you look for him?
He gave you money to go away and you still take it as saving face?
Call him and give the money back.
Return what money? It was so little, why return it?
I won't go looking for him again, okay?
Just this little money?
Luo Ziqun if you don't call him today I will, understand?
Call then!
If I wasn't broke would I go look for him?
Ask you for money? Look at you right now.
Ask you. How could I ask you?
Ask for shit.
Put the phone down. Put it down.
Did you hear me?
You can't make this call.
Return what money?
Ziqun didn't steal or rob it why should she give it back to him?
Yes? Chen Junsheng owes you!
2000元 ($300)
2000元 fewer.
If she doesn't go ask him, I'll go ask him.
I'll make him know that in this world
what he did to you offends Heaven and reason!
Fine fine fine. You guys do whatever you want, okay?
I'm going to tell Chen Junsheng
in the future, I'm me, and you guys are you guys.
Hurry, go after you sister and give her her cell phone.
Sis!
Sis, your cell phone!
Don't be mad.
I promise I won't go find Chen Junsheng in the future.
Okay? If worst comes to worst, I'll look for a job.
Or change to one with a higher salary.
Right now just take it as me saving more. It's still not enough to support my son and husband.
Kids cost more money as they grow older. Doing this again isn't a solution.
Have you discussed with Baiguang what to do?
Discuss with him? Discussing anything with him won't do shit.
Honestly I often think about
if I had found someone with money, things probably wouldn't be like this now.
I'm not talking about those extremely rich kind of people.
Just those with enough money that when strolling through the supermarket
they can buy whatever they want.
Not having to count the money at hand every month.
Looking forward to buying it until the day I get my salary.
Honestly that would be enough.
Calling this having money. Your demands really aren't high enough.
Don't mock me.
Right now if someone like that appeared in front of you, you wouldn't reject them either.
Not having to squeeze on public transport, having someone to help you raise your child.
On the weekends, you can go out and stroll around.
If you see something you like, you buy some.
If you don't want to cook, eat at a restaurant. You're not tempted?
If fairies were real, you wouldn't be able to help giving in.
Don't be mad at me. I'm going.
Don't be mad at me.
Wait a minute.
I was going to give this to mom, but you take it.
Consider it me asking you to lend me it.
Stop with this nonsense. Go on.
Be careful on your way home.
There's no way I'll guide or forgive Chen Junsheng.
It is him who indeed can endure the torment silently.
I admit I made things difficult for him, but I also have to admit
on this project, to B&T, he was a credit to Chen Xing.
Drinking at lunch, that's rare.
Rewarding your goddess sister with food and drink is part of commanding my troops with guidance and generosity.
This year, he'll probably become the star employee of Chen Xing.
What about you?
Seems like I heard business wasn't great this year.
Work and farming are the same -- there will always be good years and bad years.
What's there to worry about?
Luo Luo.
- Lao Zhuo.- Yeah?- Come have a drink with us.
I won't, thanks.
Hey, hold on a moment.
I brought him here today
because I want to tell everyone
- I'm going to start dating.- What?
Dating? Who?
- Guy or girl? - He Han.
From now on, this page of our story has been turned over.
Lao Zhuo you're also witness to this.
In the future if I bring a boyfriend or he brings a girlfriend,
you should be prepared.
I'll treat it as hearing a joke.
You already have a date?
Luo Luo, come here.
Lao Zhou, did they fight?
It looks like He Han's angry.
Is Tang Jing just provoking him?
What do you think, if I one day I brought a boyfriend here
would you be sad and upset? Would be worried for me?
I would die!
Really?
Crazy.
Who are you going to date?
A college classmate.
College classmate?
The one who studied engineering?
No.
Back when we were in school, actually we didn't have a ton of contact.
It's been over ten years.
It seems like we'll have more to talk about than before.
You haven't seen each other in over ten years. Based on my experience,
it's normally the kind of meeting that isn't as good as the memories you reminisce over.
Your IQ and EQ (emotional quotient) are both so high,
you don't really believe that after ten years of not seeing each other, you can fall in love at first sight
and then get married?
You still don't understand what I mean?
Your IQ and EQ are both so high.
Whether seeing this person is better or our memories are,
it's not important. Who this person is is even less important.
What's important is
I want to start seeing other people.
Ten years.
Because of you, I drew myself a circle that served as a prison.
For you and me, I found excuses over and over again.
Some tacit understanding, some ambiguous enjoyment.
Work too busy, competing in the same industry.
Deceiving myself over and over again for so long.
Finally I can't deceive myself any longer.
Actually there's really only one reason --
that you don't love me enough.
Or maybe you've never loved me.
The so-called "never too late to repent" should be this way.
Tang Jing
This isn't a one-sided problem.
Your ten years is also my ten years.
Here.
To ten years.
And to your words. "It's never too late to repent."
I wish you happiness in dating.
Thank you, please come again.
What's up with you two?
Nothing.
I knew this day would come sooner or later.
The ones who should go can't be retained.
The ones who should come you also can't stop.
Ya Qin?
Oh... Zi Jun
Didn't you go home because something came up?
I went back once.
Wasn't there someone sick a home that you had to take care of so you couldn't come back?
Yes...yes there is someone sick...
My family found someone to take care of him, so I came back.
Then are you still working at Chen Ju Sheng's house?
No no no... Ling Ling called me,
she told me to go work there, even gave me a raise. I worked a couple of days,
I still didn't feel comfortable, so I left.
I was afraid if I bumped into you it would be awkward... also,
because I work...more money is always good.
but... I've been with you and Ping'er for so long,
I'm not used to the change.
Then I'll go pick up Ping'er upstairs.
Zi Jun, how's Ping'er?
He's good.
Where do you two live now?
I was thinking to go visit Ping'er sometime.
He was brought up by me... I miss him.
Zi Jun... I know...
In your time of need I left... it was my fault.
But I have to care for my child and parents... I also need to send them money every month.
Ya Qin...in the past, I definitely would not have understood...
now I myself also have to work and earn money.
If there was a boss that gave a higher salary,
a better work environment,
and less work,
I definitely would take that job without a second thought.
Zi Jun... you really are different from before.
That's good. I will go visit Ping'er when I have time.
I see that you have also lost a lot of weight. Take care of your health.
- Ok... I'm going to pick up Ping'er...- Ok.
You're here Zi Jun. Come inside.
- Did you eat? - Yes I ate... I'll just wait outside.
Ping'er, let's go home.
Mom, why are you here so early?
I want to play a bit longer.
You already played for two days. You have school tomorrow, we should leave a bit earlier ok?
Mom, can I play for 10 more minutes?
Why don't you come in? They're not here. They've been gone since the morning.
All because we were afraid that when Ping'er got here, he would be uncomfortable with so many people.
Mom, I'll only play for 10 minutes. I'll leave after I finish putting together this car.
Come in! Come in!
Sit for a while.
- How are you? Are you busy recently? - it's ok
I heard from Ping'er that you often call for takeout for dinner.
Having takeout often is not good for your health.
It's ok for adults but children are still small.
Let's go. How about we take the car home to put together?
No...
If the child wants to play, just let him play a bit longer.
How about this...don't leave today,
tomorrow have Jun Sheng send him to school.
His school books are still at home.
Then go get it. That's not a bit problem.
Ping'er...let's take this car home to build ok?
If we don't leave now, we will get back really late.
You have school tomorrow.
- Wait mom... let me finish putting the car together. - Oh gosh!
Look!
You scared the child to tears!
Why would you do this?
Don't cry Ping'er. Let's take this come to finish ok?
I don't want to!
Ok! Ok! Ping'er don't cry.
Grandma will go get you a towel.
- No! - Get up
You... you... let the child decide...
- Put the child down!- Oh gosh
Let Ping'er decide if he wants to leave or stay here!
This is my son, of course he has to go home with me.
- Let's go! - Why are you so serious...
Ping'er!
- Why are you doing this?- I don't want to!- Ping'er!
I don't want to!
Oh gosh, don't drag the child!
Hurry Ping'er. Be good.
Let's go Ping'er.
Be good ok?
Ping'er, it's raining outside. Put your hat on.
Let's quickly run to the end of the block, get a taxi and go home ok?
- Let's go.- I don't want to!
You must wear it!
Put it on. Hurry.
Let's go! This too.
Hurry!
Ping'er... are you ok? Come...let's run again ok?
Hurry! If we run to the entrance there, we can get a taxi ok?
- I don't want to!- Ping'er... be good
Let's run one more time to the entrance. We can get a taxi there.
Then we can go home ok?
Mom! My shoes are wet!
Mom knows your shoes are wet.
If we quickly run, we can get home faster,
then we can change into clean shoes.
- Let's go. Hurry! - I don't want to!
My...My shoes are wet! Mom, I want to go back to dad's house!
That's dad's car!
I want to go back to dad's house!
- Did you have fun today?- Yeah!
If you're happy, we can go every week.
Great
Dad!
Jun Sheng... What's wrong? Let's go.
- Let's go.- Ok.
Let's go.
Uncle, Auntie, we bought this for you when we were shopping.
See if you like it.
Why would you buy this?
If we need anything, we will buy it ourselves.
If we can't use it, it would be wasteful.
Auntie, these shoes...try it,
walk around a bit. It's really comfortable.
I have a lot of shoes.
How about this... go return these tomorrow.
These shoes...why don't you try it?
If you don't find it comfortable, we'll return them tomorrow.
Try them mom.
These shoes do look pretty.
They are pretty comfortable.
And they're anti-slip!
Uncle, this pair is yours. Men's style.
Jun Sheng, you need to have a talk with Luo Zi Jun.
How could she raise her child like that!?
...What's wrong dad?
Go play.
- What's wrong mom?- Jun Sheng,
Zi Jun wasn't like this before.
Today, I don't know what's wrong. It's like she took the wrong medication (atypical behavior),
I was just that Ping'er wanted to stay here and play a little longer,
she just wouldn't let him. She dragged him out of here.
You see, this was when your father and I were present.
If this was just the two of them at home alone,
she's probably much more harsh.
Jun Sheng, even though you two are already divorced,
but Ping'er is still my grandson...
and your son. You can't just leave it.
You still need to ask and pay mind to them.
I think she may be like this because...
she was such a rush to take Ping'er and leave because she was afraid that if we bumped into each other, it would be awkward.
Actually, it's understandable.
In the future, have Ping'er come over to play often. It will be ok once she's used to it.
Dad! Dad!
Ling Ling is right.
"In The Pouring Rain" by Ye Linsheng
♫ In the torrential rain, among the busy cars ♫
♫ Why is the image of your face still so clear? ♫
♫ I hold my breath, watching you as you leave
♫ Why do I feel my heart slightly wavering?
♫ When did I start becoming used to your presence? ♫
♫ Your calls always appear at the perfect time ♫
♫ My heart has sold me out ♫
♫ I still have a little hope ♫
♫ that you will come back, searching for me ♫
♫ In the torrential rain, among the busy cars ♫
♫ Why is the image of your face still so clear? ♫
♫ I hold my breath, watching you as you run towards me ♫
♫ My heart is slightly wavering ♫